Thursday, 29 November 2007
off to cambodia!
rawbean
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Monday, 26 November 2007
haii.. im super bored.
i kinda got cut on sunday. during sunday school. dunno how it happened. just felt like near my ankle there wet wet one [lol] and a bit painful then look.
i, being always so bo liao, took pictures of it. LOL. wanna see?
[im mentally sound thanks]
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oh. and i got like thirteen mozzie bites. i dint take pictures though. LOL. you're spared. stupid mosquito[es].
aaargh! someone talk to me b4 i die of boredom!
rawbean :]
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i cut all my nails!!
haii. will have to wait a million years for them to grow again.
so i was thinking about BYMET yesterday and felt a little sad. its like the group has gone closer since the first meeting and the trip is on its way. but everything will past so fast and b4 we know it the trip is over. the grp wont have to meet up anymore and we'll have to kinda 'split up'. haii. i cant believe i actually thought of backing out once... just hope that the trip will rock. and that we'll still meet up once in a while after the trip. to go SENTOSA! hhaha.
tt's all [little] folks!
rawbean :]
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Saturday, 24 November 2007
sua'sday.
just to warn you, this post is extremely long.
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my handphone spoilt so im using a spare one now. the spare one's nicer. lols. using a spare phone means i do not know who's smsing me unless the person leaves his/her name in the sms. take the hint if you're gonna sms me for whatever reason. haha. thanks. :]
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i'll talk about what happened on friday.
all the BYMETers had to go to church at EIGHT FORTY-FIVE AM for a meeting. obviously, i was late. reached at 915 i think. or later. lols. was super stressed in the morning can. rush here rush there to prepare all the stuff for BYMET then in the end never use. -__- so my mom helped me call a cab. then got major traffic jam cause of an accident. haii. so late lor. i would have packed the night before but i used it and part of the morning all up to finish my testimony and paint the cards to give to the cambodians. slept at like THREE AM can. tried to wake myself up at 650 but i kept pressing the snooze button on my handphone and changing the alarm time so slept until like 730 before i forced myself outta bed.
BYMET:
--> packing of donated stuff
--> meeting all the way until one
two peeps didnt come.
joanna --> she had exams
hilary --> he slept through the whole meeting. best.
after the meeting, dawn, ming ann, jonathan, titus, lucas, brandon, ben chia, timothy, jethro and i went out for lunch at botak jones.
i drank alvocado milk for my lunch. lol. im NOT anorexic, NOT bullimic and am NOT on a diet. just wasnt hungry..
so jethro left right after he finished eating, brandon left cos he had hockey practice, ming ann left for i forgot wad and jonathan got persuaded to join us to sentosa.
went to the bus stop opposite botak jones and took bus fifty something to vivo there. then went up up up to the top level. bought tickets and took the sentosa express thingy to beach station in sentosa. met hilary then walked to palawan beach, much to the dismay of lucas. but it really was quite near the station. lols. walked past the bridge there to the ulu part of the beach.
the sun was so darn hot. the sand was so darn hot. then play touch rugby my the soles of my feet felt like kena cooked so ran to the water there. at first only my legs were wet. cos my mom dun allow me go past that. until the guys came. kena splashed until dripping wet so i just went into the water since i was like already completely drenched. the place was like a war zone la. me and dawn against hilary and ben chia. threw sand and splashed water at each other. ben strted the sand fight. kicked sand at me. but hilary was the worst la. threw sand down dawn's back. haha. then lucas and titus joined in the splashing. threw seaweed, the rugby ball and the volleyball at each other too. ohya, and tried to push each other into the water. i kena dunked into the water twice by hilary and ben chia. dawn kena once. by ben chia. one push fall in. HAHA. super funny. i couldnt push anyone into the water. -_____- the guys, except jonathan and timothy, were totally merciless. so ya, war it was. :]]
then, me, dawn, lucas and ben chia swam across the sea to the other side. to where the islands are. actually, only me and ben chia really swam. lucas used the volleyball as a float and kicked and dawn just floated on the rugbyball to the other side somehow. lols. waved to the other guys frm there and swam back again. i totally no stamina. liddat tired already. so went to drink water and played ball again while hilary and lucas had some intimate talk together on the sand. LOL.
after all the playing and the wars, i found a coconut i tried to crack it open by throwing it into the sand. then like duh cannot so went to sit in the sand with the rest while ben chia planted the coconut. -_____- i threw sand at jonathan's back and it kinda stuck there even after we left sentosa.
me; theres still sand stuck on your shirt. aw mann.
jonathan; nvm. it'll help me remember sentosa.
forgotwho; your memory so bad meh?
jonathan; where did we just go?
me; sentosa?!?
jonathan; oh ya.
me; HUH?!?!?
[jonathan starts laughing at me]
i seriously thought he forgot. -______- trust me to be so slow..
so after sentosa, me, lucas, hilary and titus went to eat dinner at telok blangah food court. the rest couldnt have dinner with us.
the end result.
three are titus's and two are hilary's. BELIEVE IT.
all of us didnt wanna go home so we just sat there and wasted time. and i had a curfew. ended up half an hour late.
whoa. this is more of a compo than a post. ahha. better stop here. :] cya arnd.
rawbean :]
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Monday, 19 November 2007
lotsa things been happening.
WARNING: this is gonna be an extremely boring and long post so i suggest that you dont start reading after the line or you'll be bored to death.
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thursday...
went to bedok mrt to meet up with elena, dawn and claudia. then made our way to the bus interchange where elena, clau and dawn shared a piece of ham. -__- so we got onto bus 196 and talked about [secret] and went to aunty yen ching's house. cedric ordered a hawaiian pizza for lunch.
after lunch, the four of us tried to get to east coast park but ended up having to sit at the steps of an overhead bridge while claudia called aunty yen ching to come save us. at east coast park, i mainly cycled, got a little wet at the beach and played frisbee, after we played a frustrating game of hide-and-seek with the others we were supposed to meet there [danna, jolene, lydia, reuben, izumi, ben goh, brandon, blahblahblah].
aunty yen ching picked the four of us frm east coast park and dorianna from the bus stop near her house. went back to aunty yen ching's house and washed up before going for a movie [the bee movie] at tampines mall. ate a ding tai fung first. ordered xiao long bao.
first basket ---> 6 xiao long bao
second basket ---> 5 xiao long bao
third basket---> 1 miserable xiao long bao. -_________-
in slow motion...
waiter pulls the cover off the tall stack of baskets
steam gushes out
the waiter picks up the topmost basket and lowers it onto the table
all of us look expectantly into the basket
see a little xiao long bao in the middle of a huge basket minding its own business
oh, and we ordered this weird tasting noodle and didnt really like it so we started washing em with our chinese tea. they tasted better that way. lol.
went for the movie.
1. sees a bee, claudia; so cute!
2. another bee, claudia; ahhh.. so cute.
[repeat steps one and two 5 times]
went to get a coffee each from starbucks to keep awake after the movie [it really helped].
at aunty yenching's house..
we played halo a million times. there was some pillow fight involved with cedric. started with him betraying me in halo. after we got bored with halo, some of us went to the balcony and star-gazed, i played with cedric's gameboy and claudia played some lame spongebob game. then we turned on the tv to see the totally spies being bimbotic, spongebob being irritating and the singers on mtv being emo [no offence to anyone. sorry about spongebob jolene]. anw, i got bored so cedric and i started playing sadistic games at addictinggames.com and laughed at all the parts of the game we found funny while the rest gave us weird glances and elena peeped at the pc screen a few times and eeeee-ed.
guess wad time we slept, thanks to the help of the caffeine? SIX AM IN THE MORNING! how cool is tt? :]]
i think i'd stop here for now. phew! wad a looong post. lols.
rawbean <3
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Tuesday, 13 November 2007
cut my hair
painted my nails black
wow
rawbean
weirdo...
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may the words i say
and the things i do
let my lifesong sing
bring a smile to You
~
follow that star
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what i want:
> sunglasses that lets you see the future
> a hat that stores bad memories
> a doll that's emo for you
~
we are the reason
that He gave His life
we are the reason that He suffered and died
He is my reason to live
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i will follow Him
follow Him wherever He may go
there isnt an ocean too deep
or a mountain so high it can keep
keep me away
away from His love
He is my destiny
~
rawbean
God will make a way when there seems to be no way...
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Saturday, 10 November 2007
people are different in different places and circumstances. i wonder if i am like that..
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went to get the jabs last friday with [in alphabetical order, lol.] ben chia, hilary, jethro, jon lim, lucas, timothy lim and titus chong.
at the clinic filling up forms
titus; we're filling them up so tt they know where to send our bodies when we die.
waiting outside rm 4 for consultation
lucas; later when the needle goes in then your flesh [makes some squishy exploding sound].
me; shuddup la.
titus; we're all going to heaven.
[i laugh]
jonathan; stop scaring pple la.
[pushes titus' head away]
[goes to sit beside hilary]
[laugh laugh laugh]
after consultation, waiting to get the jabs
titus; i see the light. we're all going to heaven. we'll all die.
me; go away la.
titus; i see the light.
[jethro and me laugh like mad]
titus; [[blahblahblah]]
[laugh somemore]
[titus goes to sit beside jonathan and talks somemore about going to heaven]
[jonathan tries to push titus away]
lucas goes in and comes out like 20 seconds later
[jethro looks into the room]
[lucas comes out]
lucas; finish alr.
[i start laughing]
i went in third
[titus looks in]
me; go away.
[nurse prepares stuff]
nurse; ok. take a deep breath.
[i breathe in]
[nurse jabs]
[nurse goes to the other arm]
me; how many did you do alr?
nurse; one.
me; oh.
nurse; take a deep breath.
[i breathe out]
[nurse jabs]
nurse; take a deep breath.
[i breathe out.. again(i dunno why)]
[nurse jabs]
when titus goes into the room
me; dun worry. you'll go to heaven if you die.
[some of us peep in]
nurse; those done alr can go and pay up.
lucas; i think she's pissed off.
when everyone(except timothy) got their jabs, we leave poor timothy behind to wait for his 'doom' and go and pay up
when its my turn to pay up
cashier/receptionist; $78.65
[i try to take out the notes properly but they end up in a pile of em on the counter]
[laugh...]
[i pour out my coins tryin to find the correct coins]
dunnowho; wahh.
[i pai seh]
after paid up we went to eat at KFC
ben; you not eating?
me; nope.
ben; anorexic.
me; no!
after a while
me; then you eating?
ben; nope.
me; anorexic.
[haha]
after eating
jethro; aye. got donut factory! wan buy donuts?
dunnowho; no.
[jethro looks dejected]
end up jethro and hilary go get donuts, titus waits at the mrt station for em, lucas goes home by bus and the rest of us take the train to our next destinations. me - home.
i reach home and kena headache.
ate a panadol and tried to sleep for 10 minutes b4 going to great world city for a movie with my family. STARDUST.
tt's about it for friday. hhaha.
rawbean
laughter is the best medicine...
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i call out to them,
they hear but dont care.
they go and enjoy themselves,
and leave me dying there.
rawbean
irritating...
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Thursday, 8 November 2007
hey all. :]
havent been posting fer a looong time cos 1. im too lazy 2. i dont have anything interesting to blog about. i dun even have anything interesting to blog about now but i'll just do it for the sake of doing it. heh.
im totally not prepared for BYMET. 1. i havent even finished my testimony yet. 2. i havent gotten any good crafts for the camodian kids yet. 3. i have to prepare for a BS i have to conduct with joanna which i dun think i am cut out for. 4. i hardly rmb any khmer.
as for my results, at least i improved or maintained my grades. but im still one of the lowest in class. suckss.. really. being in the so called best class isnt so cool after all. especially when you cant even keep up with your classmates. HAIX.
weelll, at least lessons are over and 'boringness' is gone. but i still have a whole lota worries to face. soon. and tmr my dad's coming home from overseas. but i have to take like THREE jabs tmr for BYMET.
wow. im pretty negative today. i seem to be able to find a negative thing for every positive thing tt's either happened to me or is gonna happen to me. even if there no positive thing im still negative. how cool is tt?
rawbean
ps. my big toe hurts too.
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