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cold tears fall...
HER~
rawbean.
120792.
christian.
SMSS.
PASSION~
GOD
family
friends
my guitar
fun
food
VENOM~
horror movies
vegetables
water
homework
tests
exams
anyway, had a BYMET meeting yesterday. danna, reuben and david withdrew. :[ so now they're about 12 youths gg for the trip. uncle andrew's joining us though. :] yay! haha.
for the donation drive next week i have to bring fruit pulp, old clothes and 60plus marbles. looks like i hafta drink loads of fruit juice on friday night.. i have like two hundred over marbles. lols. BELIEVE IT. i can show you if you dun. :]
vaccinations. AARGH. i hate jabs. my mom wants me to take all three somemore. walao. die la. pokepokepoke. THREE TIMES! ouch..
ok, this post is the boringest of the boringest.
me: you suck. me: no you suck. me: you. me: you. me: YOU. me: YOU. me: YOU!!! me: YOU!!!
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one big DIAO just for me. lamelamelame.
haii. nth else to say. unless its dumb random stuff. heh. byee. zai jian. adieu. sayonara. lear hi. :]
rawbean goinggoinggone...
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Monday, 22 October 2007
narrated yesterday for gospel. screwed up the 'our Lord is mighty to save' part. haii.
got back all my results too. failed chinese like *toot*.
english --> 61% chinese [rips paper] --> ??? social studies [vomits] --> 58% elect literature [bashes head against wall] --> 52% emaths --> 80.75% amaths --> 62.13% chemistry --> 62% biology --> 76.6% physics --> 70%
guess wad. i generally improved my grades. THIS is IMPROVED. imagine my mid-year grades..
i know LOADS of people got LOADS higher than me so dun come to me and suan. thanks. hahh.
rawbean thank you dear Lord :] to go or not to go...
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Thursday, 18 October 2007
stole this from nicola's blog. hehheh. :] the cutest.
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Thursday, 11 October 2007
never judge a book by its cover
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Tuesday, 9 October 2007
FRIGHT OF MY LIFE!
rawbean
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my dad, my sisters and i had the lamest discussion about the movie 'james and the giant peach'.
james and the giant peach james and peach peach and the giant james.
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rawbean ilovelaughing...
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it says 'HI.'
rawbean randomness...
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Monday, 8 October 2007
rewind.
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}}}----<3<3-----> hunted love.
rawbean love?
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Sunday, 7 October 2007
come, now is the time to worship, come, now is the time to give your heart. come, just as you are to worship, come, just as you are before your God. COME. one day every tongue will confess you are God, one day every knee will bow. still the greatest treasure remains for those, who gladly choose You know.
come.
rawbean come...
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i'm forgiven because You were forsaken, i'm accepted, You were condemned. i'm alive and well, Your Spirit lives within me, because You died and rose again.
amazing love, how can it be? that You my King would die for me? amazing love, i know its true. and its my joy to honour You, in all i do, i honour You.
God loves you.
rawbean amazing love...
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words are powerful. they can bring someone up to cloud nine. they can tear someone down so bad it changes his/her life forever. even simple things said can make a person feel hurt, happy, sad, overjoyed, depressed.. it can cause you trouble, cost you a friend but at the same time can save a life or gain a friend. just give your words a scan check b4 blurting them out cos you'll never know wad could happen with the wrong words said. dun take the risk.
rawbean wrong words said...
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food. something you should never turn to in times of stress.
the evil cheesy doritos its not just a tennis ball... its a piece of gum. believe it. it says 'HERSHEY'S', wad else can it be?peanuts and otah? oh ya. from my nasi lemak. DARS milk chocolates. i wonder where all of em went to.. not-so-sour gummy bears. great achievement: i ate the whole pack myself in just a few days.. a smiling lemon. you dun get ta see one tt often...
'dori' and 'robyn'. blood or ketchup?
'_______' POPcorn. squishy mushroom/pacifier foam sweets jelly beans. my cousins.
be my cupcake?
rawbean
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Saturday, 6 October 2007
everything's changed. if only i could return to the past and relive the times when i thought nothing would change.
when i wake up tmr i want everything to be as they should....
rawbean He is unchanging, yesterday,today and forevermore...
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Friday, 5 October 2007
life is like a box of chocolates. you'll never know wad you get next.
never expected this.
rawbean my head hurts..
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Thursday, 4 October 2007
~ignorance is bliss~
its too late to apologise i'm inconsolable
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the dumbest person award given to robyn tan hui ting [[ask me why]]
EOY exam papers: ! english ! chinese ! amaths ! biology ! chemistry ! physics ! emaths ! literature
rawbean ignorance is bliss
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Wednesday, 3 October 2007
H-O-P-E
its not an easy road we are traveling to heaven but God will make a way when there seems to be no way.
doubts and fears come from down below but in moments like these i sing a love song to Jesus.
rawbean hopefulness...
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screwed tight, never to be loosened again.
regretted the past, tired of the present, worried for the future.
rawbean God will make a way...
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Monday, 1 October 2007
what am i doing? what's my next step?
hopelessness is knocking at the door and i'm tempted to let him in.
goal-oriented: determined; hardworking; refusing to accept lesser than the goal something i can never be?
rawbean aarrghhh...
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nice.
rawbean loved you with a fire red...
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Hilary MS13 3JackBOON un. says: well how am i supposed to know when you didnt even tell me? Hilary MS13 3JackBOON un. says: so its kinda hard to expect me to know. Hilary MS13 3JackBOON un. says: how am i to answer you if i dont know?
i dont know anything. i'm confused. irritated. everything's falling apart.
Hilary MS13 3JackBOON un. says: i screwed it up Hilary MS13 3JackBOON un. says: totally Hilary MS13 3JackBOON un. says: i made a fool out of myself. Hilary MS13 3JackBOON un. says: TOTALLY.
regrets and mistakes of the past. cant be changed. never.
Hilary MS13 3JackBOON un. says: when i talk to you then im emo